Could've, Would've, Should've....

So here's another one. Don't accuse me of writing a sad one... that's where my thoughts take me! :P At least I'm being brave and putting it up now! Don't complain, shush and read!

Disclaimer: I just wrote this last night and haven't re-read or edited or changed it a bit. So, sorry if this isn't exactly the best-framed thing ever!

I was born

flinched at, gasped at

but then i gave

Much more than I could

Much more than I should

I finally broke, submitted myself

Breathed in manner

But I felt sapped

In more ways than I could

In more ways than I should

And then rebellion happened

Bottled; I screamed, I had woken up

I thought, I realised and I learned about myself

I heard myself

More than I should

More than people would

So I held back next time

As i reminded myself it was unbecoming

I would give as much as I was given

It was decided; but my heart yearned

For more than it should

For more than I could

And then there was light

I felt warm

But seasons change and I realised

that I had leaped fast and expected

more than I would

more than I should

And I stand here again

knowing that I can still choose

But somehow I want to be happy

By choosing to give

Much more than I should

Much more than I should

So how did you like it? Feel free to leave a comment! :)

p.s. be nice to this little amateur! :D